I will be somewhere

I am going to go away for a little while. I need this. there is a storm approaching and I am going to destroy it before it hurts me.

I never told you, but Julian is becoming real. And I am afraid he will consume my brain and try to kill me. but I am going to get help. I will talk to many people and I will feel better.

I will call you every day that I am there. I will make lovely things for you. I will think about you all the time. I love you always.

remember the octopus and the sea. always remember

love,
xxxxxxx